Okay, so i have a serious problem right now.

Lately, school has been a royal pain the @$$ for me. I had to drop out of the winter play,"High School Non-Musical", b/c school was kicking my @$$, particularly honors algebra 2. And b/c school isn't very nice to me, i haven't been able to do ANYTHING. I haven't been able to work on PROTECTOR, or any of my other story ideas and develop them. I've been drawing and writing in school on notebook paper just to get my ideas on paper. It's killing me. I want to be an artist and a writer, but how am i supposed to do that when school won't let me? After workloads of bull$h!t being dumped on me, I've had it. F**k school. My teachers suck @$$, i have more homework than i have time to do, and i can barely get honor roll, let alone the all A's i want each quarter.

FML.

But, on another note, i have found some means of relaxation, since I've been stressed up to my f**king eyeballs lately. I found an awesome new manga called Barajou No Kiss, and although it only has 10 chapters up right now, it's pretty good. Plus, i have been getting good ideas for my story ideas, though i haven't been able to work on them. Not to mention i have A TON of awesome ideas for my BLEACH fanfic. I just don't know how to connect them.

I've also found some relief in my music. Flyleaf came out with a new album about a week ago, and I've been listening to their new album and Paramore's new album lately. Flyleaf's new album is awesome; some of them songs are just beautiful and can affect you deep down. "Arise" is a particular fav of mine. Here are the lyrics:

Tell us why
We will make it out alive
There's a note in the pages of the book
So Sleep tonight,
We'll sleep dreamlessly this time
When we awake we'll know that everything's alright

And sing to me about the end of the world
End of these hammers and needles for you

Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for,
There's still strength left in us yet
Hold on to the world we all remember dying for,
There's still hope left in it yet

The snow on your face, and your razor blades
The twilight is bruised and there you lie

And sing to me, about the end of the world
End of these hammers and needles for you
We'll cry tonight, but in the morning we are new
Stand in the sun, we'll dry your eyes

Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for,
There's still strength left in us yet
Hold on to the world we all remember dying for,
There's still hope left in it yet

And sing
Sing
Arise

Arise and be,
all the you dreamed, all that you dreamed

Arise and be,
all the you dreamed, all that you dreamed

Arise and be,
all the you dreamed, all that you dreamed

Arise and be,
all the you dreamed, all that you dreamed

It's amazing.